Wednesday, September 5, 2007
*_*Full Dot or there will be a comon*_*
ytd didnt meet ......suddenly feel tat we both live in diff world ..... it not from the begining la .....if in the begining i wun be so gd liiao rite hahax......ii dunno wat the way we will end in ii reali dunno ytd we chat on phone she say how abt a 1 to 1 xchange i go learn she go make frenz ....i dunno wat i shld say iif i say yes den nxt time i angry how .....haix .....or we break ....all the love we have during he 9mth will be nth disappear in the aiir hahax.....she siick le hope she get fiine soon....ask her eat more fruit driink more water she say u dun say tis u onli let me cant let u go....tat reali hurt my heart.....but i know ii have hurt her more by 10000000000000time or even more ba........ii dunno will she know abt tis blog i have in the future i juz wanna tell her i love u alot . y i chose muay thai ..tat something i dunno how to explain to u...ii m sry tat ii hurt u so much . sry to make u waste ur tear on a worthless man like me ....sayin myself worthless leii hahax...onli hope tat u will be fiine we can still be frenz....wish we will frenz juz like b4 we stead hahax.....maybe after we become frenz we will lead a diff lifestyle....but if we continue pls i cant hack care u .....we can alway meet de ii know y u dun wan but i wan ha!!!!!nvm . tis sentence which i taken from a song i find it quite meaninful...地球上两个人能相遇不容易 ,作不成你的情人我仍感激. at least we know b4 , we have happy time wish u understand ilu
THe OUTCOME DEPEND ON HER!!!!
---TKS 'SaGa' Hurt-----
SRY 4 WAT HE DONE TO HIS BELOVE LANPO
POOH BEAR CAN BE HIS WITNESS
------SIGNING OFF------
The pain stays with me till[6:31 PM]
*_*T.T ? ^_^? ii dunno*_*
blog again liiao hahax....tis is the onli place where i can say out......tis few day quite bad ha quarrel abt me goin kickboxing thing , quarrel abt she havin guy no. !!!!! Actually i not dun trust her i juz dun trust myself .....my look i dun have wat it take 2 tie down a gal wit me .... tat y i scare i check her phonebook ......and guess wat i c the guy no. !!!! surely any guy will ki siao liiao becuz quarrel den suddenly got guy no. ...... since she say she wun take ppl no.!!!!but she tell me she take down becuz when she sad she got at least 1 more ppl 2 tell 2 comfort her...maybe tat something i cant help nor do ......u wan me comfort her when we quarrel how she will juz ignore me ....and i m those type tat if u ignore me when i m gd to u i get dulan oso !!!!! den we juz get worse......NOW like goin break liiao.....ii dunno maybe it all my fault ba i wanna learn muay thai !!!!it is my dream !!!! but she dunno ba she say me chose muay thai than chose her ......she dun understand it a diff issue ba ......muay thai i wanna learn since i m 15yr i wait till now 18 yr ...i reali cant wait le .....the older i get the harder i can get to learn when i get older i where got time learn ...... ii dun wanna live wit tis regret ...... juz like i jio her so i dun had a regret on it .....but she dun understand ....she say i no $$ but i tell her i will save ma....den she say i alway no money now 4 muay thai i save ......u know y ma dear dear becuz it my dream......v.1 in tis world will have some regret .... it onli matter to lesser the regret ....maybe dear u will regret stead wit a stead like me .....my xiao qi , my jealous , my hobby .......tat the diff between guy and gal .....our thinkin .....sry to hurt u so much la ....but i dun wanna wait liiao ii wanna learn ...not i dun wan chose u is ii already chose u to walk wit me le juz wish u understand tat it my dream juz like v.thing i do is try to make u happy cant u let me learn ma ......but no matter wat i will learn
doesnt matter anymore if reali we break hope u will have a beta stead a gd 1 of not like me and ask him wat hobby he like or else like me ......ii reali dunno wat to say le from the begin till now i have trust on u juz tat i dun trust myself .....all those memory isnt false maybe wat we can do is juz thiink back we can still be frenz ....becuz we promise each other tat once break nv patch .....Dear I LOVE U ......after all tis time my heart still wit u .....if break le i reali duno wat i can do maybe i will stuff myself in my hse hahax ......dunno thx la dear 4 ur love it all in my heart le
tis sat i will be goin training west dojo......will me be able to take it .....i dunno but i will put in my heart ........TRAIN TO BE THE BEST !!!!!!!
Dear i love u no matter wat happen juz like how love ur 1st love hahax =P
The pain stays with me till[12:14 AM]
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