Wednesday, September 5, 2007
blog again liiao hahax....tis is the onli place where i can say out......tis few day quite bad ha quarrel abt me goin kickboxing thing , quarrel abt she havin guy no. !!!!! Actually i not dun trust her i juz dun trust myself .....my look i dun have wat it take 2 tie down a gal wit me .... tat y i scare i check her phonebook ......and guess wat i c the guy no. !!!! surely any guy will ki siao liiao becuz quarrel den suddenly got guy no. ...... since she say she wun take ppl no.!!!!but she tell me she take down becuz when she sad she got at least 1 more ppl 2 tell 2 comfort her...maybe tat something i cant help nor do ......u wan me comfort her when we quarrel how she will juz ignore me ....and i m those type tat if u ignore me when i m gd to u i get dulan oso !!!!! den we juz get worse......NOW like goin break liiao.....ii dunno maybe it all my fault ba i wanna learn muay thai !!!!it is my dream !!!! but she dunno ba she say me chose muay thai than chose her ......she dun understand it a diff issue ba ......muay thai i wanna learn since i m 15yr i wait till now 18 yr ...i reali cant wait le .....the older i get the harder i can get to learn when i get older i where got time learn ...... ii dun wanna live wit tis regret ...... juz like i jio her so i dun had a regret on it .....but she dun understand ....she say i no $$ but i tell her i will save ma....den she say i alway no money now 4 muay thai i save ......u know y ma dear dear becuz it my dream......v.1 in tis world will have some regret .... it onli matter to lesser the regret ....maybe dear u will regret stead wit a stead like me .....my xiao qi , my jealous , my hobby .......tat the diff between guy and gal .....our thinkin .....sry to hurt u so much la ....but i dun wanna wait liiao ii wanna learn ...not i dun wan chose u is ii already chose u to walk wit me le juz wish u understand tat it my dream juz like v.thing i do is try to make u happy cant u let me learn ma ......but no matter wat i will learn
doesnt matter anymore if reali we break hope u will have a beta stead a gd 1 of not like me and ask him wat hobby he like or else like me ......ii reali dunno wat to say le from the begin till now i have trust on u juz tat i dun trust myself .....all those memory isnt false maybe wat we can do is juz thiink back we can still be frenz ....becuz we promise each other tat once break nv patch .....Dear I LOVE U ......after all tis time my heart still wit u .....if break le i reali duno wat i can do maybe i will stuff myself in my hse hahax ......dunno thx la dear 4 ur love it all in my heart le
tis sat i will be goin training west dojo......will me be able to take it .....i dunno but i will put in my heart ........TRAIN TO BE THE BEST !!!!!!!
Dear i love u no matter wat happen juz like how love ur 1st love hahax =P
The pain stays with me till[12:14 AM]
*My Name:'TKS'SaGa
*_LOVE_*
Dear
*_Hate_*
Liar
*_MYself_*
hot temper
*_Painful Memories_*
*07/18/07
*_sentimental song_*
Song title:JeWel ( ayumii )
*Birthdate:31Dec89
*Company:SiS
*Email:angvil4ver@hotmail.com
Muay thai
Brother
backstabber
Fucker
and mani more
xiiaoqi
not a gd BF
muay thai lover
juz another painful soul on earth
*08/23/07
*08/27/07
*09/05/07
*09/07/07
*09/11/07
*09/16/07
*09/18/07
*09/19/07
*09/25/07
*10/16/07
*11/14/07
*11/28/07
*12/26/07
*01/04/08
*___Hurt Soul___*
U left scars on my body, my soul and my heart.
U slash my heart
i can feel my love for u drip out from my heart..
U hurt me so deep,
thats why till now i still can't forget U!